Is this enough

Hi,

Even though i strongly believe in Karma and have faith in god, sometimes i too start to question- why, what , when?

Over a last couple of months, once in a while, these questions daunt me and make me grab my wallet and go shopping. Question of why do i feel so unsatisfied even though i have an amazing family, a good job and lots of friends; what is that one thing  ( or more) that is missing to make me feel complete ; when will this void be filled.

People keep telling me that this void is an indication that i should get married, but i know that that;s the last thing i want, or is it? Why is it so important for a girl to get married to feel complete? And from i have observed and experienced, this thought is not imposed on women, but women tend to feel secure only when they have a man their lives; the same man who hurts her over and over again at multiple stages in life, in different ways, different forms.

Women today is going places, working, thinking like a man already. Infact, women are more successful managers as compared to their male counterparts. They are educated, and self sufficient. So am I. I can afford Giordano, Armani and Apple now.. i have them all..  I am intelligent and i can do wonders with numbers and analytics. I am honest, loyal confident and very romantic about eveything in life. Then why do i have this constant need of getting approved by a man.

Is it true, no matter how much strong a woman be, she does need a man to hug her and assure her that she is doing a good job.. Is having being able to shop till you drop enough, or a woman needs a man to hold her hand, when she is about to trip on the escalator..

Makes me wonder.... Aargh need a chocolate now!

Good night