Long chats......

Last 2 days have been ok, you know. Weird, but ok. Last to last night, i had a long long chat with one of my good freinds Veni. Chats are good, especialy, when only 2 are involved, ya know. I got to know a lot about him. He is a realy nice person, at heart. He is a great soul, must say. I shared some of my deepest secretes, desires with him. I am pretender, You know. You can never predict whats going on in my mind. And there are only a few people in this world i share my secretes with. Esha, at the top of that list, hehe, then mom. Long time back, when we were freinds, i used ter shared my deepest of the deepest thoughts, with Mayank Misra. great buddy he was, good freind. Kinda missing him now. Anyways, i talked a lot to Veni and felt so better. Light. After a long time, i could trust someone :-). Yesterday, certain things happened, issues that i cannot handle. Issues, that scare me to death. ! And again, there he was, Veni , to help me. I was very scared to share the thing with him. I was scared of loosing a freind, again, just because i am not mature enough.

We chatted again, he did magic again, made me smile, :-). After a long time, i wasnot feeling lonely, the feeling that has been haunting me since the day i got the news that everybody is going abroad, leaving me , alone.

Then, when it was least expected, my toy came online ;P. hehe. Nilay. I chatted with him too.. It was fun. I just love pulling his leg, bugging him. I always tell him every nautanki that i do . :D . He is a complete geek, the only geek i have fun with. He shared his photos, and some videos, well , only one video, that shouldn be on the net ;P./m\. he is very difficult to understand. But could figure out one thing in the 5 hour chat, he is very egoistic and fractious.!!

In my 3 years of college life, I have lost some of my great buddies, on chats. But i have made one, and never will lose, Veni. :-) Love You buddy :-) thanks for being there.