Wednesday, September 24, 2008

A conversation with You

He: How have you been lady?
Me: fine .
He: Hmm. What happened?
Me: I dunno. All the trouble n stuff. bad time never seem to go.
He: Hmm . <> What is happiness to you, Neha?
Me: Oh so even you are asking me this question. I was the one who asked it to everybody i know :P <>
He: So , what answers did you get? What is happiness to everybody/
Me: Something or the other, For someone its being with the one they love, for someone its doing something good, for someone its " everything".
He: So, what is happiness to you Neha?
Me: <> I dont know. Its been long. You know.
He: Think about it, you were the one who claimed that nothing can hurt you ever..
Me: Hmm may be i Was wrong. There are things that hurt me. First you made you made me meet cunning people who betrayed my trust. Then you took everyone I loved away from me, Mummy , Esha, Varun. And now you are making me go through all this trouble.
He: Neha, have you been a good girl?
Me: No
He: Do you deserve a punishment?
Me: I guess .
He: Hmm. Neha, Life has been a game for you. You laughed at everything i gave you. Took my every blessing Lightly. i have always been on your side. have always sheilded you from trouble. And what did you do, you became naughty.
Me: Hmm
He: So, as a part of ur punishment i will take your strengths away. I will take away your power to smile and be happy. Now struggle, struggle for life. Struggle for everything that you want. Life will not be a game anymore.
Me: Ok. Sir <>

I feel dead these days. I dont feel happy from within. What has happened to me? Everything seems so blurr. Now i am just Waiting.....